Lindsay Lohan has opened up about her split from girlfriend Samantha Ronson, calling the break-up “absolute hell”. The actress blamed her DJ ex for an ordeal she says was heartbreaking and humiliating.

Hurt: Lindsay Lohan has poured her heart out over her slpit with Sam Ronson

Lindsay, 22, denied reports she was suicidal but admitted being alone and devastated. “It's absolute hell,” she said.

The turbulent relationship came to a crashing end on Friday night when Sam, 31, and her family refused to let Lindsay in to a party at Bar Marmont in Hollywood.

The “I Heart Ronson” bash was an evening to celebrate Sam's twin sister Charlotte's new clothing range. The next day, Sam changed the locks on the Hollywood Hills home she shared with Lindsay. There are even unconfirmed reports that Sam has sought a restraining order.

“It was the worst night of my life,” she said of being turned away from the party.

“I'm not a bad person and this is what happens. I was raised to treat people well, and I'm so tired of this drama.”

Lindsay said she felt “so alone” without her lover and that many of her former Hollywood friends had abandoned her, adding: “Everyone's turned on me.”

She revealed that on the night of the party spat, Nicole Richie walked by her and said simply “Uck”.

“I'm a f**king 22-year-old girl who's in love,” Lindsay said. “I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse: Mean Girls was a movie. I'm just really hurt! The whole situation is sick.”

Poor lamb.