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Partner tells of unconvential life with literary giant JG Ballard
Robert Mendick, Chief Reporter20 Apr 2009
FOR 40 years, author J G Ballard and his partner Claire Walsh enjoyed an unconventional relationship, living in separate homes several miles apart.
But in the last months of his life as he lay dying of cancer, the novelist finally moved in with Ms Walsh, swapping his suburban home in Shepperton for her flat above a boarded-up shop in Goldhawk Road in west London.
Today Ms Walsh told the Evening Standard of her devotion to Ballard, author of the bestseller Empire of the Sun, and how she cared for him in the weeks and months before his death yesterday at the age of 78.
She said: “By June he was no longer able to look after himself and moved in here permanently. The most important thing was he wanted to be here and I wanted him too. It was only the last few days that his illness accelerated rapidly and that was deeply distressing but I am glad to say he was comfortable for most of the time.
“It was the first time I had him under my roof. It was the greatest joy to me to be able to care for him by myself. Now I am absolutely bereft.
“I had always rather hoped that one day we would move in together but he he needed his solitude in Shepperton for writing and we settled into a pattern that we would see each other at weekends and midweek and go on holidays together. We always spoke every day on the phone, at least once.
“I would have loved us to have lived in a nice house with a nice garden and live the bourgeois dream. But Jimmy was amazingly unmaterialistic. That was one of the great and attractive things about him. The thought of going to an estate agent would really appal him.”
In 1964, when his wife died suddenly of pneumonia, Ballard was left to bring up their three young children on his own, writing his novels and short stories at his home in Shepperton while they were at school.
A few years later, in the late Sixties, Ballard was introduced to Ms Walsh at the Ladbroke Grove home of science fiction author Michael Moorcock, one of his oldest friends.
Ms Walsh, now in her sixties, and editing a shipping news bulletin, was a few years younger than Ballard and had a daughter of her own from a failed marriage.
“It was a real coup de foudre,” she recalled. “It was very exciting. I knew he had been set up to meet me but he didn't know. Mike [Moorcock] looked at both of us and thought we were suited. It was in the late Seventies that she and Ballard engaged in a “blazing row” that led to them splitting up.
“I nearly married two other people on the rebound,” she said. “For as long as five years we were not in touch. Then out of the blue I rang him because I had seen a car going down the road that reminded me of his. He just said, I was waiting for you to ring' and from then on we got back together.
"It was just before he started seriously writing Empire of the Sun. We had moved from the normal kind of volatile relationship people have to becoming a sort of Darby and Joan.
“We were never short of things to say to each other and we were very happy in each other's company. I cannot imagine a world without him.
“A lot of writers would have been spoiled by Empire of the Sun but he never was. You see one or two writers who are filled with self-importance. Jimmy never ever felt that. He never exploited his name. Publishers loved him because he was such a nice person to deal with.”
Ballard was diagnosed with advanced prostate cancer in 2006 but fought the illness to publish his critically acclaimed autobiography, Miracles of Life: Shanghai to Shepperton, last year.
Now Ms Walsh must try to come to terms with his death. “It's just awful,” she said. “I found it very hard to let him go yesterday. I lay next to him and stroked his head and just enjoyed the feeling of his face under my hand.”
Reader views (7)
Claire - so sad for your loss but so glad that your beloved Jimmy came home to you.
- Belinda Pyke, Brussels, Belgium, 25/04/2009 22:14
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He is one of the writers who shaped my character, which turned out good enough, thank you. Every vision was disturbing and filled with profound examination, and every sentence was a jewell in that classic Brit way; I never once thought, "that could have been said better." He went further and deeper than anyone with a relentless consistency. I am deeply grateful that his work insistently wedged itself into my life, enriching it without giving me much of a choice. His aim was true. On every horizon is a device telling me to buy something, but there is a seed Ballard planted in the back of my mind that enables me to resist it. Sometimes I try to blank out the meaning of the forms my eyes perceive – which is, to quote his fan Samuel Delany, "icily instructive." The list of his gifts to me, his reader, goes on and on. Many are dark, but all are useful, and all of them encourage me to rebel in favor of imagination. May you be blessed and at peace, Ms. Walsh.
- Sam Broussard, lafayette louisiana USA, 25/04/2009 05:42
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jg ballard i came to late,2005 i read ''the drowned world'' and was impressed by its unrelenting drought,algae strewn rust laden landscapes.
mr ballard took science-fiction into ''psychological-fiction'' his pertinent views on consumerism,would have had an echoic chuckle on the worst modern recession and ''empty shopping cathedrals'' of westfield,lakeside,brent cross etc.
i look forward to films of 'the atrocity exhibition''
''
the drowned world''
the media obsession with ''celebrity,trivia'' has also come to pass
- Robin, London se24, 24/04/2009 11:14
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Deepest condolences. He is one of the most important writers of the last 50 years, and I will always be thankful for his writing.
- N Fisher, London, UK, 23/04/2009 15:36
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My condolances to Claire Walsh,his daughters and their famalies.
Probably the most important British Science Fiction writer of his generation.
The William Blake of the 20th Century.
Not bad for a bloke from shepperton
He will be sadly missed but long remembered.
Morfeus
- Morfeus, Glasgow, 23/04/2009 13:37
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Deepest condolences to Claire Walsh. Ballard had that rare ability to leave the world better than he found it. It may be some consolation to know that he will be remembered as the greatest English writer of the post-war period.
- D Markham, Chelsea Marina, London, UK, 22/04/2009 21:52
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Ah yes, but which one did they claim as their main home? Whoops, that's only MPs isn't it?
- Lezli Taubler, London / UK, 21/04/2009 04:46
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